North by North East

India’s North-East is a gift that keeps on giving. Mountains? Rivers? Forests? One breathtaking locale after another, my maiden trip to the North-East almost added a new dimension to the peace-seeking traveler in me.

 

What happens when you read Anton Chekhov?

Coming to terms with my disappointment at not having found a single book to take home from the World Delhi Book Fair last year, I decided to enter the stall put up by Rupa with a determination to mine out gold. After all, I’ve prided myself for always bringing home gold from the literary minefield that was the Book Fair, and there was no chance in hell I was going to sacrifice that self-fashioned title.

So I took the plunge, headed straight for the World Fiction Series section, and began my search. There were French and Russian authors aplenty, and I had to pick one which would change my life. Which one should it be? Dumas? Balzac? Or Chekhov?

It was to be Chekhov.

There are some names on every litterateur’s mental to-read list which are vaguely suggestive of a virgin literary territory that must be treaded sooner or later –  better sooner than later – so the literary bookworm in them can truly claim to have evolved .

Chekhov, for me, was one of those names. Coming to terms with my disappointment at not having found a single book to take home from the World Delhi Book Fair last year, I decided to enter the stall put up by Rupa with a determination to mine out gold. After all, I’ve prided myself for always bringing home gold from the literary minefield that was the Book Fair, and there was no chance in hell I was going to sacrifice that self-fashioned title.

So I took the plunge, headed straight for the World Fiction Series section, and began my search. There were French and Russian authors aplenty, and I had to pick one which would change my life. Which one should it be? Dumas? Balzac? Or Chekhov?

It was to be Chekhov. One of a book-lover’s many weaknesses is also their penchant with attractive book jackets. This copy of a selection of Anton Chekhov’s short-stories was an exquisite lime green, with the subtlest gold print. I had to take it home!


After the book was duly brought home, I underwent my usual New Book Drill: excitedly trying to read the book cover to cover before the sun went down. That, of course, ended how the New Book Drill usually ends – after a phase of obsessive, hurried reading, the book had to be put away in favor of the humdrum life. And, sigh, coursebooks.

Chekhov left me bewildered and disoriented. I could not understand the hype around Chekhov. For all I saw, his stories left me completely unsatiated and I’ll say it once more, bewildered. They ended before they, so to speak, even began.

So I went to the online literary community looking for solidarity, and realised that getting to appreciate Chekhov is a long and painful process. But it’s worth the undertaking, because it’s equally rewarding.

A semester later, I picked up Chekhov once more, this time for a paper on the study of the short-story as a genre.

Aren’t Russians the true radicals? Chekhov was my obvious choice. Read on:


Anton Chekhov and the Short Story: A Study of Form in Lady with a Lapdog and Fat and Thin

“But how far they were still from the end.”

The reader’s mood at the end of a Chekhovian short story is perhaps best described by this line from one of his own works, Lady with a Lapdog (1899) –  “But how far they were still from the end.”  – Not only do his stories refuse to provide any form of closure, very often, they do not even seem to have ended. Before one knows, one reaches the end of the story without feeling that the story, in fact, has reached its end. As the reader waits for something momentous to take place, she’s left at that- waiting – feeling disoriented and lightly dazed, hardly able to react to the story because it has been terminated without notice.  The Guardian’s James Lasdun, on the occasion of Anton Chekhov’s 150th birth anniversary, captured the effect he produces quite succinctly:  Chekhov faces us as a reflection of our own “unadorned ordinariness” as well as our “unfathomable strangeness.” (Lasdun)

While the short story was rid of the  “Once upon a time…” convention  before Chekhov and his contemporaries in late nineteenth century Russia,  it is with his writing that the modern  short story truly arrived– it overturned every convention that governed a ‘good’ short fiction, refused to acknowledge ends or even beginnings, providing the reader as it were with “slices” or “cross-sections” (May) of Russian life,  with a measured, objective stance that seldom spent any time  working out the implications in (and arising out of) the plot.

Chekhov, in his short career, nonetheless wrote prolifically, and out of hundreds of his short stories, I pick two for the purpose of this paper: A Lady with a Lapdog and Fat and Thin. The two stories are vastly different from each other in their subjects (Love, in the case of the former and class, in the latter) and length, the first one being several-thousands of words and the other one under a thousand. Moreover, A Lady with a Lapdog is one of Chekhov’s most recognized stories, while Fat and Thin is lesser known. Such a selection allows a wider frame of reference while discussing the form of the stories.

 

Fat and Thin is a pithy story of two men, Porfiry and Misha, who were once schoolboys together, and chance to run into each other at a train-station many years since their student days. The duality of human relationships is quirkily explored in their interaction, as the thin man, who ceaselessly speaks of his happy station in life, with his wife and children in tow, turns suddenly diffident to his friend, the fat man, when he realises that he has risen in social status far above what he would’ve anticipated. As the thin man, Porfiry, undergoes this transition so imperceptibly, changing his way of addressing the friend and his demeanour towards him in a split-second, the reader, just as the other friend, Misha, finds himself ill-at-ease and incomprehensive of the situation. And just like that, the story comes to a jerky end.

The implication of this arbitrary rendezvous between the two-friends eludes the audience in the first reading as one waits for a more perceptible frame to the story, which Chekhov resolutely refuses. Conrad Aiken’s observation that Chekhov does not frame the pictures that he paints, choosing to depict the mood of an “actual” moment, rings especially true in this story.  In its arbitrariness, the story reads more like an episode, one, which, borrowing from Henry James, might be read as an instance of Chekhov “isolating a hard latent value” (Bell)from the everyday humdrum of life, which, to the passerby might appear insignificant.
Modern short-stories, especially those of Chekhov’s, are full of such episodes. The narrator of the story, an objective figure, appears to focus on a revelatory break-up of the rhythm of everyday reality”, (May) instead of going into the “denseness of detail” and “the duration of time typical of the novel”, but hard to develop in the short story, owing to its shortness.

 

Towards the end of the nineteenth century in Russia, the contours of literally realism were also shifting. In Chekhov’s short stories, like many of the others who followed him, the tone of the scene takes greater precedence over plot. According to Eudora Welty, (May) his stories are “wrapped in an atmosphere”, and therefore held together by it, instead of the plot, which is hardly ever linearly progressive, but always understated, much like in Joseph Conrad’s impressionistic Heart of Darkness or Woolf’s stream-of-consciousness novel Mrs. Dalloway. (Chekhov was indeed the literary “nourishment” of modernists like Virginia Woolf and Katherine Mansfield). One of Chekhov’s key techniques are impressionism and the early stream-of-consciousness, novelties that he introduced in the short-story, and also the probable reason why a lot of first-time readers of Chekhov find him difficult to appreciate – “Despite its relatively limited scope,.., a short story is often judged by its ability to provide a ‘complete’ or satisfying treatment of its characters and subject.” (Hansen) – With respect to this definition of the short story, Chekhov undoubtedly falls short. There’s hardly a sense of satisfaction or completeness with his stories. He provides a slice of life and leaves it at that – a slice out of a big loaf, disconnected, but best served that very way, cut out for inspection. It is also in this refusal to give in to the temptation of pat resolutions that makes Chekhov’s works so faithfully realistic.

In the second short-story, A Lady with a Lapdog, Chekhov snips off a definitive beginning and an ending from the plot, which, as compared to most of his other stories, does seem to have something of a trajectory and outline. However, what dominates the experience of the story is not its plot, but its mood.

The emphasis that Chekhov places on the mood of his story determines his form, and its influence can also be found in Katherine Mansfield, who recognized herself with Chekhov more than any other Russian author, and is manifest even through the titles of their stories: Chekhov has stories named after emotions and moods: Misery, Love, An Enigmatic Nature, et cetera, and Mansfield has her Bliss.

It’s difficult to discern much else from A Lady with a Lapdog, besides a “series of moods” driving the plot. Gurov finds himself frustrated and so he sets off to meet Anna Sergeyevna, and Anna, equally helpless in his absence, regularly sees him in Moscow. Yet, the sequence of events is not nearly as straightforward. While the action takes big leaps in time, we are introduced to slices of the drudgework of Russian life:  In one instance, Gurov, while dropping his little girl to school, (he intends to go to meet Anna Sergeyevna later on) thinks of his dual life and of his ill-timed old age (falling in love did take him a long time, and now when it happened, he had not the luxury to openly indulge himself), and it is in those mundane everyday moments that his life, with its profundity, lays. The narrator does not take distract the reader from his setting by having Gurov take time off to exclusively think about the blundering events of his life, but it is blend-in with the experience of his life. (The stream-of-consciousness typical of Woolf begins to germinate here).

 

When the narrator exits the story, the door is left ajar for the reader to step in and wonder what happens to them next: the inconclusivity in the ending is very like life itself: the lovers are likely to continue meeting clandestinely as much as they are likely to work out a scheme to make their relationship public. But the mood, towards the end, is of dejection and frustration, of settled and advent old age, and the reader is disposed to take the cue. The realism of the story, faithfully mirroring Russian society of the time, also makes imagining a more favourable ending difficult, as not only the protagonists are married to their respective partners, but there’s also a considerable difference in their ages. Characterisation in this story has not been nipped, as we are able to grasp a sense of the temperament of the protagonists, but, we are made aware that “characters do not exist beyond their narrative framework”. Anna and Gurov meet each-other after having lived a good part of their lives, and hence, their past and future aspirations condition the short span of their togetherness witnessed in the story. Chekhov has a decided aversion to sentimentality in his short fiction, and constantly undercuts it with the triviality of daily life: “Time and again moments of potential solemnity are deflated by some mundane detail, the effect of which is a kind of constant assertion of the lifelike over the “literary”. Gurov, in A Lady with a Lapdog famously responds to Anne’s sudden onset of remorse after they consummate their affair, not by attempting to rise to her anguished, high-flown rhetoric, but by cutting himself a slice of watermelon and eating it in silence.” (Lasdun) Gurov, in a moment of self-examination (rarely allowed to Chekhov’s characters), wonders at the deception of love: “He always seemed to women different from what he was, and they loved in him not himself, but the man created by their imagination….” The disconcertion of falling in love “properly, really” for the first time is not shown to take fanciful flights. The concerns of the protagonists are, in fact, kept very real and objectivist, “quizzical” stance and propensity to be elusive may also be attributed to his own profession (that of a medic) and lifestyle – His biography by Donald Rayfield describes him as a “philanderer who enjoyed serially suborning the minds of women with whom he did not want real intimacy” (Independent)

Chekhov had his finger on the pulse of modern Russian society, and he rendered it in his fiction in revelatory, everyday moments, developing a narrative style that D.S. Mirsky says “allows nothing to ‘happen,’ but only smoothly and imperceptibly to ‘become'”. (May)

With Anton Pavlovich Chekhov, the short story form acquired a newfound serious reception, and it came to be considered as “the most appropriate narrative form to reflect the modern temperament.” He sowed the seeds the ‘modern character’, one we would see a lot of in T.S. Eliot later and one who had a strange way of “evaporating…because our view of them was never permitted for a moment to be external” (May)

As difficult, hence, as the process of getting to fall in love with Chekhov’s short stories is, it is profoundly fulfilling. Once one gets used to his sparse detail and enigma, there is no going back, for who else, other than Chekhov, can simply say  “you live badly, ladies and gentlemen,” (Hansen) and yet not sound like a moralist?

 

Works Cited

 

Bell, Ian F.A. Henry James: Fiction as History. Rowman and Littlefield, 1985.

Hansen, Arlen J. Encyclopaedia Britannica. 8 November 2015. April 2016 <http://www.britannica.com/art/short-story#toc51050&gt;.

Independent. Independent. 8 January 2010. April 2016 <http://www.independent.co.uk/arts-entertainment/theatre-dance/features/chekhov-the-first-truly-modern-master-1860893.html&gt;.

Lasdun, James. The Guardian. 6 February 2010. April 2016 <http://www.theguardian.com/books/2010/feb/06/anton-chekhov-short-stories&gt;.

May, Charles. Reading the Short Story. May 2014. April 2016 <http://may-on-the-short-story.blogspot.in/2014/05/short-story-month-cont-anton-chekhov.html&gt;.

Selected stories by Anton Chekhov, Masterpieces of World Fiction, Rupa.

Falling in love (in) (with) : Mumbai

The person who was always wanting to crawl out of me finally got to breathe in the “city that never sleeps”. (of course I’m going to use cliched Mumbai metaphors!)

 

 

For seven days, I became someone else.

It was after I came back to Delhi’s noisy Indira Gandhi International Airport, that I realized I’d only become myself in Mumbai. The person who was always wanting to crawl out of me finally got to breathe in the “city that never sleeps”. (of course I’m going to use cliched Mumbai metaphors!)

Upon returning from Mumbai, my life has been divided into two phases: pre-Mumbai Delhi and post-Mumbai Delhi.

Before we go any further, let me set the visual context:

I hated the city when I first stepped into it. Considering it was my very first visit, and the fact that I was coming from a day of a much-mellower, cakes-and-cream Pune, it even made sense: The roads were narrow, the traffic after a 4-hour Volvo ride was simply unbearable, and well, the air seemed just as toxic to breathe in as it is in Delhi.
That, however, lasted only the 30 minutes it took for me to reach Goregaon West, where I was to live. We stayed in the swanky new building that was Imperial Heights, and I realised, overcoming all my disappointment in an instant as soon as I reached the building and looked at the view from the windy seventh floor balcony, that I loved this city. L-O-V-E-D, loved. And that I could do this every day of my life.

Dean, Sam, and a whole lot of good music!

I love, love, lourve the Supernatural series, the best of which I believe was the Seasons first through fourth.
It’s a Television series full of some serious bate: There’s Jensen Ackles. The bait-list can legitimately finish here but then there’s more. Jared Padalecki, who has a crackling chemistry with Jensen, Misha Collins, buddy to our bro-duo and adorable in a very convoluted, straight-faced way, and of course, Bob. Who can forget the plump and red Bob completing the Winchester family picture.

But, that’s not it.

 

The Supernatural series is worth watching, if for no other reason, for its superb selection of music scores that accompany most episodes. On a very grilling day in the office of a music magazine, I made a quick list of seven of the very best soundtracks that featured on Supernatural (I limited myself to the first four seasons) and became etched in our memories deeper than ever before. And here they are:

 

1.Renegade –  Styx (Season 2, Episode 12)

A 1967 Chevy Impala and two hot brothers in SWAT outfits to the backdrop of a Styx song about an outlaw anticipating the gallows and a hangman, a road song doesn’t get better than that.

  1. Heat of the Moment – Asia (Season 3, Episode 13)

It’s the song Sam is listening to in the time-warp episode. “And now you find yourself in ‘82”, what could be more apt?

  1. Carry on Wayward Son – Kansas (Seasons 1,2,3,4)

Supernatural is the story of two “wayward” brothers, and no wonder this Kansas track finds its way into the series repeatedly. It is Supernatural’s “spirit song”, and it wouldn’t even be far-fetched to call the track its unofficial theme song.

 

  1. Eye of the Tiger – Survivor( Season 4, Episode 6)

As if the song wasn’t epic enough already, Jensen Ackles’ memorable lip-syncing to the song in Supernatural made it exceedingly hilarious.

(https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XTsxF47wx5M – Watch, please, and feast your eyeballs!)

 

  1. Knockin’ on Heaven’s Door – Bob Dylan ( Season 2, Episode 13)

Bob Dylan’s iconic track meets the intensity Supernatural offers. Sounds like a match made in heaven. Pun intended.

 

  1. Crystal Ship – The Doors (Season 2, Episode 14)

The Doors’s heart -wrenching song plays as Sam talks to a tied-up Joe, in Season 2.

 

  1. I’ve got the World on a String – Frank Sinatra (Season 2, Episode 18)

A dreamy Frank Sinatra sequence celebrating love, life and contentment arising from the euphoria of having the world wrapped around one’s finger.

Stray Thoughts over Coffee

It’s 12.56 AM and what can I say about memory,
(pouring coffee into my blue mug)

Blue is such a funny color
It can be eyes, and emotions too.

It’s 12.56 AM and what can I say about impermanence
(stirring bubbles into my coffee)
Coffee is such a funny thing, too
So much can happen over coffee.
So much can drown in it.

It’s 12:56 AM and what can I say about dreams
(inhaling the bittersweet Arabica fragrance)
Fragrance is such a funny thing
It can belong to a person, it can belong to a book
“I want to gift you this Paper Passion perfume”.

I like the stillness of 12.56 Am.

It’s a funny hour, this night
that ushers
outlandish thoughts
which start
and end
in tingles on cold hands.

I like cold hands, too.
Open hands.
It’s 12.56AM, and what can I say about time
(sipping my coffee, I’m satisfied)
Time is such a funny thing
In the watch it goes forward
and I,
I go backward.
Sometimes in circles.

1AM
is still
12.56AM

I think I’ll make myself another cup.

 

Feminist is not a Dirty Word

Feminism – and all that it is not.

(Originally published here)

It’s a daunting task to even begin writing about Feminism when the word mostly meets with either one of these two responses: “Oh, YES, of course I am a Feminist!” or a smirk accompanied by a gaze that says: “I haven’t made up my mind about Feminism, but since I feel you’ll judge me for not instantly telling you I am a Feminist, let me hope my smirk veils my cluelessness”. Which is why, writing about Feminism is also important.

Having said that, there’s also a third response – one of condemnation and dismissal – that the word Feminism often receives. But for my purpose here, I’ll overlook that attitude. People who resort to such responses to Feminism need an education, and one article written by a regular sceptic will clearly be inadequate in that direction.

Some of the earliest misconceptions about Feminism have been of the sort that Feminists are man-haters, bra-burners, and home-breakers – and they have been successfully (more or less) dispelled.

Why, then, am I still insistent on defending the word for all that it (does not?) stands for?

A movement that aims to break stereotypes is effectively on its way to become one itself, solely because most people’s notions of Feminism come from hearsay and not from a real understanding of it. In our present scenario, it is “fashionable” to stick with a cause and to point to a sad, sad reality – feminism is no more than just that for quite a number of people.

It is now used as a cash-making gimmick, and with a good garbling of the original sense of the word does it achieve that end.

Although nothing substitutes an understanding that comes from reading the seminal works of any movement, for everyone who wishes to be an informed “participant” (and  isn’t one already) of the Feminist movement but doesn’t have as much time to spare, here’s the necessary cud to chew on:

  • Feminism is not only a belief, but also a much larger movement.

An equal society for men and women is where the idea of feminism merely begins. In addition to gender discrimination, this movement looks at issues of class, race, education and other kinds of societal prejudices as well. The term encompasses many kinds of approaches to examine women’s position in society: radical, socialist, political and reformist, among others. In effect, Feminism is the theory that explains the Feminist Movement, and its struggle aimed at the acknowledgement, acceptance, and celebration of human rights for both women and men.

  • Feminism and Femininity are not binary opposites

Every time one says “feminist”, as much as we’re inclined to think of a “JNU-type” kurta –clad “activist-type”, we need to know we’re falling prey to poor stereotypes. No, a feminist does not have to shun her femininity and make-up to support the cause, and no, if she has a boyfriend who pampers her, that does not make her a hypocrite. Let us remember, “Femininity” and “masculinity” are variables on an extremely fluid spectrum and where an individual bends towards has nothing to do with his/her beliefs concerning any issue.

  • Liberal is not always feminist and vice versa

An accurate case in point would be Vogue Empower’s “My Choice” video starring Deepika Padukone. While the video celebrates women’s rights to make independent decisions, there are some highly problematic arguments in it. It might be a very liberal (a large group of people have argued even against that) idea to have sex outside of marriage, but that kind of liberality bordering on infidelity is not what feminism advocates. By glamorising perverse and even trivial ideas, Vogue’s short film has left the idea of feminism in a bad spot. But if one understands that it is the makers’ lack of understanding of feminism, there still can be some good taken out of the exercise.

  • But “Indira Nooyi is CEO at Pepsico” is NO answer to patriarchy.

At the outset what seems to be an inspirational story of a woman rising against patriarchy, is actually not that that all. On a more critical inspection of the handful of women doing well in their respective job spheres, one realizes that the “handful” number only stabilises patriarchal hegemony further. So when someone tells you that Feminism is now a useless movement, and cite Hillary Clinton or Chanda Kochar as examples, you know they’re exceptional stories of women that have been allowed to take place just to enable patriarchy to cite these examples. Surely an abstract idea at first, it is critical to escape the lull patriarchy wishes to instil in women.

  • The Feminist struggle is against Patriarchy, and not MEN.

I kept the most important argument for the last. Being a feminist does not take away a woman’s right to stare at, flirt with or fall in love with a male that she finds fit for her attention. Just like males, females are entitled to their attractions towards the other gender, and it does not oppose their solidarity with their own sex in any way. At all.

Feminism strives for equality of the sexes, not partiality towards the female sex.

 

In the words of Marie Shear,

Feminism is the radical notion that women are people”

And in the words of Kate Nash,

“Feminist is not a dirty word.”

Come now.

Block

unblock,

we’re going to get past it,

believe me

we’ll be past it all

block unblock text almost call almost cry

come come come, come now

our eyes will meet

and hands

and my fingers will fill spaces in your hands

and the air

will come alive

with the fragrance you bring

and you’ll grin at me

and we’ll know

block, unblock, was just not for us

and you’ll know

life had bigger plans for us

it’ll start to rain like mad

believe me,

the clouds will sing Passenger to us

we’ll hear the music all around us

in the air you’ll make fragrant

and the wet earth

it’ll all come together

we’ll come together.

it’ll all come together.

we’ll cry mad tears

as we laugh

i’ll unblock you

you’ll unblock me

we’ll block nothing

we’ll stretch out our palms

the rain will fall on you and me.

it’ll all come together again.

Of Winters and Early Morning Classes

Nothing beats the satisfaction of an extra hour of sleep on a cold, cold Delhi winter morning. If you wake up a DUstudent early morning and ask him for the one thing he needs in life, it’ll be sleep. Ask any Delhi youngster and he’ll tell you that sleep is the only thing they miss in their otherwise very busy and happening life.

The start of my second semester in Delhi University brought me face-to-face with a kind of joy I’d never known.

Picture this:

On a chilly college day, you wake up to your phone alarm ringing at an interval of every five minutes in the past half an hour, and while you do that, you feel the need to drag down the notification bar from the top of your phone’s homescreen and open Whatsapp to read this(while still rubbing your eyes) –

 No -8.40-  class-  today.

You rub your eyes harder, and realize you aren’t just dreaming.

That moment of limitless joy, and that sudden smile on your face and a blast of love for the CR for posting the holy news on your class WhatsApp group: that, my friend, is ecstasy as every DUite would know!

Nothing beats the satisfaction of an extra hour of sleep on a cold, cold Delhi winter morning. If you wake up a DUstudent  early morning and ask him for the one thing he needs in life, it’ll be sleep. Ask any Delhi youngster and he’ll tell you that sleep is the only thing they miss in their otherwise very busy and happening life.

But our college timetables beg to differ. There are classes beginning at 8.30 or 9.30 for most of us, which means having to get up atleast a couple of hours before class time.

How, in the name of heaven, are we expected to turn up on time for classes that begin at the time of the morning when we are in the deepest phase of our sleep? (yes, our body clocks have gone haywire, but hey, we are the internet generation!).

To add to our wintery woes, the fact that school children enjoy an extended winter break and snore away insultingly in their blankets while we mentally prepare ourselves to take a bath is a bit of a , well, cold comfort. To think of it, till as recently as last year, we were enjoying the elongated vacation too, and now we’re suddenly being thought of as winter-immune creatures who can brave even DillikiSardi to reach our temples of education. And most of us, in fact, do. Crying, cribbing, shivering, teeth chattering and still half-asleep, we do manage to reach college to attend that first lecture (of course, it isn’t cancelled everyday!).

…which is also the biggest paradox. While we may complain and fuss about the icy wind and early morning classes, somewhere deep down, we know we love attending them. We love the  self-gratifying feeling when we turn up on time for the day’s first lecture (if we ever do, that is), also the steaming hot cuppa that warms our hands and our spirits, the fog that makes the landscape hazy and the tiny drops that condense on the car’s glass windows – we loveall of that.

Just as the pullover we wear takes some time before it actually begins to feel warm, winter mornings in Delhi University threaten us initially and then settle in on us, very warmly indeed.

However, that takes nothing away from the fact that waking up and stepping out in the biting winter cold is a pain that remains. Why can’t teachers and students mutually agree to form a time table that suits them and us equally? Also, since all of our colleges have splendid green lawns that receive plenty of sunshine, how about shifting the classroom a bit closer to the environment?

After all, staying at home in a blanket is also a very important winter experience none of us should miss. 😉